at the peak of tourette

first breath you inhale after you fuckin' give up

sumpahan kebenaran

berharap,
tuk satu permulaan baru

masa,
masa untuk mula hidup
seperti sebelum kita mati.

tak’an kembali -
kepada waktu hitam kita dahulu

keperihan,
perlahan gugur melalui jemari

percaya,
percaya kepada perasaan ini -
masih ada lagi yang tertinggal

tak’an kembali -
kepada waktu hitam kita dahulu
semua rahsia sudah diketahui

tenang,
luka berdarah menjadi parut

cekal,
kebenaran berbaloi untuk disimpan
aku ingin bernafas kehidupan semula

tak’an kembali -
kepada waktu kita bermula dahulu
semua rahsia sudah diketahui

semua rahsia kini sudah diketahui ..

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1 Comment»

  nurulakmarabdullah wrote @

i want to live for the present. for the future. for us. for mikhail. if God willing.
as much as the past will haunt us. but i want to put it aside. dlm kotak. campak jauh2. let it be a history we never hav to discuss anymore. because there are things yang hanya DIA tahu jawapannye. they are questions that are not meant to be answered. right there and then. skip. and go for the next question. come back when u know the answer. and. heh. u never know if its right or wrong. because. u live your own life. no one knows better than u. subjective.


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