at the peak of tourette

archangels

damien — Tue, 02 Mar 2010 17:41:11 +0000

Archangel Micheal
Archangel Raphael
Archangel Gabriel
Archangel Uriel
Archangel Raguel
Archangel Zerachiel
Archangel Ramiel

and last, but never the least

Archangel Sataniel

“Archangel, Dark Angel
Lend me thy light
Through Death’s veil
‘Til we have Heaven in sight!”

i have a handsome, intelligent son named by the first archangel, Micheal. I wish for 6 more beautiful sons to be named after the other six archangels.

Shall the sons of mine rule the world.

Godspeed on The Archangel’s Thunder!

Filed under: Literature, Poetry, Thoughts

sumpahan kebenaran

damien — Sun, 28 Feb 2010 19:42:11 +0000

berharap,
tuk satu permulaan baru

masa,
masa untuk mula hidup
seperti sebelum kita mati.

tak’an kembali -
kepada waktu hitam kita dahulu

keperihan,
perlahan gugur melalui jemari

percaya,
percaya kepada perasaan ini -
masih ada lagi yang tertinggal

tak’an kembali -
kepada waktu hitam kita dahulu
semua rahsia sudah diketahui

tenang,
luka berdarah menjadi parut

cekal,
kebenaran berbaloi untuk disimpan
aku ingin bernafas kehidupan semula

tak’an kembali -
kepada waktu kita bermula dahulu
semua rahsia sudah diketahui

semua rahsia kini sudah diketahui ..

Filed under: Literature, Poetry

ever stop to think and forget to start again?

damien — Sat, 13 Feb 2010 07:37:24 +0000

I came to notice that when I want to write my blogs I am always really pissed off. Doesn’t really give the best impression of myself really does it. Marked by truth, I am the complete opposite in person (or am I?), well I hope so anyways. I try at my level best and keep the pissed off angry part of myself away from my friends, families, acquaintance, etc. Everyone gets pissed off at many points and there is no reason why they should have to deal with my annoyances or issues.

In my music learning endeavor, there is this one particular factor that seems to always play an important role, fashion. It has always been seen, or being marketed (either by artists, rock bands, labels or fans) that a certain genre of music portrays a certain fashion style. Music and fashion always collide to make a genre statement.

Historically, the links between music and fashion are legendary. From designers Malcolm McLaren and Vivienne Westwood’s influence on the punk scene to Malaysia’s Jimmy Lim and his PJ Harvey-inspired collection to crossovers like P. Diddy’s Sean John label and the Blink 182-linked skatewear brand Famous Stars & Straps, trying to sort out where the music starts and the fashion stops is nearly impossible.

But I can’t help being disgusted by this fact. I am a guitarist and I play rock/metal music. Rock and roll (or any other genre for that matter) is art, and art is free expression. To imply that to express myself properly through the rock medium I must dress a certain way is ridiculous. What if Jimi Hendrix had conformed to the fashion trends of his era?

Being a great musician (rockstar, guitarist) has nothing to do with what you wear or look like. If anything, being a music hero is about being original and playing great music with some talent.

Fuck you poseurs!

Filed under: Blatant, Music, Thoughts

waiting by the phone

damien — Wed, 27 Jan 2010 11:54:47 +0000

i was listening to Inside Us All, Creed’s song from their Weathered album. the first verse of the song starts like this :-

when I’m all alone
and no one else is there
waiting by the phone
to remind me I’m still here ..

depressing.

and i came to think, what if i turn off my phone?

turn it off for an hour.

and i came to realize, no one is calling it anyway.

that is fuckin’ pathetic.

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